You need to trust the universe in all that it has in store for you.
You will never be left alone without guidance and what you need.
These superficial relationships dear do not serve you. You are better off helping and caring for yourself.
When you are ready to receive them, the right person will come along. Not a day too soon or too late. Your default vibration is love because of this you want to find someone to love. But first you need to sit with yourself and learn to love yourself more than anything.
Explore. Your mind. Your body. Your limits.
Get to know you again and celebrate that. Love yourself.
You will flourish with this attention. Focus on you and your goals. That is what fills you up.